"MEMBAKAR HUJAN!!!"

Tanpa Kusadari,, aku telah jatuh, jatuh kedalam hatiku,, hatiku yang gelap

Dan...Ketika ku jatuh dalam gelap, kau menguasainya. Kau ambil hatiku

itu kurasakan sangat gelap,,begitu gelap,,namun aku tak mengerti, aku menyukainya. sangat menyukainya.

Dan ketika kau mulai mengecup bibirku pun.. aku merasa nyaman dalam hangatmu. dalam dekapanmu.

Kedua tanganku... aku merasa mereka sangatlah kuat, namun lututku betigu lemah, lelah berjalan

Tapi..aku pun mampu melayang dalam genggaman tanganmu, tanpa terjatuh kebawah,,di dasar kakimu yang jalang,,, yang kejam.

Tapi di sisi lain,, kau tak pernah mengerti... tak pernah mengerti akan diriku

Dan dalam segala hal, apapun yang kau lakukan,,aku selalu tak tahu, selalu aku tak tahu!

Dalam setiap permainanmu, kaulah yang selalu memenangkannya... selalu menjadi pemenang

Tapi aku pun mampu membakar hujan!!!!!!!!

Lalu menumpahkannya di wajahmu! menumpahkannya!

Membakarnya, dan membakarnya lagi,kemudian aku hanya mampu menangis

Karena dalam kobaran api ini,, namamu lah yang menggema dihatiku..

Dan aku terjatuh lemas,

Ketika aku masih dengan mu,,, aku dapat merasa damai disana, disana, Bersamamu.

Ketika aku mengatupkan kedua mataku, dan membayangkan kau berdiri disini denganku

aku tersenyum,,tapi lalu aku menyadari, bersamamu selamanya akan membuatku hancur

membuat ku  hancur...!

Tapi di sisi lain,, kau tak pernah mengerti... tak pernah mengerti akan diriku

Dan dalam segala hal, apapun yang kau lakukan,,aku selalu tak tahu, selalu aku tak tahu!

Dalam setiap permainanmu, kaulah yang selalu memenangkannya... selalu menjadi pemenang

Tapi aku pun mampu membakar hujan!!!!!!!!

Lalu menumpahkannya di wajahmu! menumpahkannya!

Membakarnya, dan membakarnya lagi,kemudian aku hanya mampu menangis

Karena dalam kobaran api ini,, namamu lah yang menggema dihatiku..

Dan aku terjatuh lemas,

Tapi aku pun mampu membakar hujan!!!!!!!!

Dan aku merasa sangat kehilangan kendali atas diriku,,,

Sesuatu yang menyenangkan, menyejukan namun juga menyakitkan

karena di sisi lain aku tahu,,ini lah akhir dari segalanya! akhir dari segalanya.....

Suatu saat..aku akan terbangun dari mimpi buruk ku...

yang pada kenyataannya akupun tak mampu memilikimu..

tak mampu membawamu pulang kedalam hatiku yang hancur tinggal separuh saja.

Ketika air hujan pun tak terasa membasahi dirimu.. dan itulah aku

sparkling world that's not necessarily always make ourselves happy, but glittering in the heart that we will happy to the end

sparkling world would only be able to make us yawn is not clear, while the glitter of the liver will add life to our future peace

like a bird in a cage, I'm trying to get out to see my own world
want to look at the vast sky out alone or even with him that I love
I was as helpless in the storm that slammed my overflowing
break down the door of the heart by force
with cruel
I froze for a moment and swallowed the saliva that I have
I was only able to look in the mirror across this match
I could not help feeling sore and tears streaming down rapids
I like to cut my life right now
but I seemed to not meliki resources and efforts
breakthrough or anything else that can make me wild and bitch applicable
so that I can fight it all
so that I can fight it all

karena kebahagiaan itu bukanlah hal yang di cari atau di lihat

namun kebahagiaan adalah satu hal yang di ciptakan juga di rasakan

bukan mata yang akan merasakan kebahagiaan itu, namun hati kita sendiri yang mampu merasakan dan meresapi semua kebahagiaan yang kita miliki dan kita ciptakan

dari yang selalu merindukan mu kasih.

:)

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Because we are only human

one's personality is never dependent on how polite he was to the environment, but his personality in the value of how much he can appreciate other people in the face of life

  ...

God never sleeps!

God will never forget!

God is never tired!

God is never angry!

God could never condemn!

God never lies!

God never feel bored down to the people!

God is never deaf and blind to our!

...
 

do we remember?
we do not feel ashamed if we are always contrary to God's attitude?
why we can not deny it?
we are just ordinary people who are always tired and complain about anything that we experience
only human

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thanks for my lovely-my best inspiration 

A miracle that would never be able to deny me of you my love

second taught me patiently, with great tenderness
So I became a wise man to choose
thanks for the time, who has explained all
My thanks also to dedicate the time
which has leveled the sahara, spilling seeds everywhere

months taught me to be a torch
so I was able to confront the opponent with a head cold
thanks cloud, which has been revealed long
I long to someone who hide in my heart

So much that I want to hold in this world
Even though I knew it would not have been possible
but when you hold my hands
I know one thing
that I had grasped the whole universe

suatu keajaiban yang tak akan pernah mampu aku ingkari dari dirimu kasihku

detik mengajari diriku dengan sabar, dengan penuh kelembutan
Sehingga aku menjadi seorang yang bijak memilih
terima kasih waktu, yang telah menjelaskan semuanya
terima kasih juga ku persembahkan untuk sang waktu
yang telah meratakan sahara, menumpahkan benih dimana mana

bulan mengajariku untuk menjadi penerang
agar aku mampu mengahadapi lawan dengan kepala selalu dingin
terima kasih awan, yang telah menyingkapkan seuntai rindu
kepada seseorang yang lama ku sembunyikan dalam hatiku

Begitu banyak yang ingin aku genggam di dunia ini
Meski pun aku sadar itu tak akan pernah mungkin
tapi ketika kau menggenggam jemari tanganku
aku tau satu hal
bahwa aku telah menggenggam seluruh semesta

Just little love which i make as specially for you

my best inspiration, always loving you

Please convey my dear Lord million for himself

I stand here, on this beach.. hanyalah sendiri aku menatap langit merah
saat ini aku kesakitan....tonight I'm so cold, cold to penetrate the ribs
I was shivering and chills to keep the blood out of my nose
I sat resigned and a transverse black flames
I tried to get up and scream for help when this moment
but no one is there, I'm all alone bemoan my pain
sharp wail that came out of my body as if sticking


Yang ada dalam bayangan ku saat ini hanyalah sosok tentang dirimu

yesterday, you were sitting here with me and hugged me tightly
says no longer will you leave me if only for a second
I'm happy to embrace it and you were so close

aku sangat berbahaagia,, dan andai engkau tau akan hal itu
Inside, I pray .. God give me love, give me a million love this
I 'll take good care of my God and according to your rules
 
I stood and looked toward the ocean
I'm here all alone
without anyone, and the shadow was just yesterday
only yesterday
I do not understand what should I do now
which I know is I love him
I do not want to leave even if only for a second
though I know he did not want me
Entah mengapa.. betapa aku ngilu dengan perasaan ini.

thanks to my best inspiration, you're my life.

from someone who has always dreamed of things that never can be achieved

something you could never understand ...
I like the candles are lit, but broken in the middle of the road
I light up when there is something about you,
you accidentally break it and I fell
and see my dark alone
without anyone .. without one, I feel sad and broken
I kept silent and stared at the mirror
I realized, I'm not someone who could always make you smile
I'm not a girl in your dreams, do you want for this
I was able to fade the wood ash when you love her with a simple
with the simple love that always make me feel left out and shackled by the fire my love for you

I want to hold you tight .. hold you deeper, deeper love
although I know, you always hurt me, I just want to know.. about you.. its hurt
though I fall, but I always try to get up again with the rest of the staff that I have
to examine and understand yourself more deeply
I love you so much, I wish you to understand this.
I'm torn by my own feelings
but is there any out there you know?
there you'll be up to me and held me tightly ..
take me to go away and live happily like the story?
Then held me tight?
like just a dream

dari yang selalu merindukanmu disini

i will always loving you 

something small, but if you have impregnated significance

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"Personality is not judged by how he was courteous but the extent to which he was able to appreciate the attitudes of others"

    "Kepribadian seseorang tak dinilai dari bagaimana dia berlaku sopan tapi sejauh mana dia mampu menghargai sikap orang lain"

"Someday I need to be strong and brave to face the reality and the possibility that whatever will happen, that's when I had to learn to give up yourself"

          "Suatu saat aku harus tegar dan berani menghadapi kenyataan dan kemungkinan apapun yang akan terjadi, di saat itulah aku harus belajar merelakan dirimu"

Bandung, Pertengahan Mei 2012

Fannia Natasya

Thaanks a lot for my best inspiration :)

i will always love you, always.

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STRUGGLE better than me just sit and be quiet, just stay and wait

when you are not right next , i feel alone and nobody else here... its dark, so dark

I was locked in my love , ketika bunga dihatiku sedang merekah..

when I ran a small I know you were there before me. . . aku teriris pasrah

I was afraid to face this world alone, dan aku sangat takut....

Gelap dunia ini terasa membungkam batinku.. i'm so scared without you here.

I'll hit a million dark world to embrace you back to me, tanpa takut kepada siapapun.. 

because I just want you to understand, that you are beautiful to me

 

I understand the struggle we say love is never easy ...

 insipid complaints are made ​​sometimes frantic matchmaking

sometimes I just can let go and almost gave up, karena aku hanyalah manusia biasa
but every effort I will continue to fight for us , dan hanya untuk kita.. 

Untuk cinta yang kita bina, untuk cinta yang kita lahirkan bersama

I say never tell what will happen when there is no you by my side

Karena dirimulah yang selalu membuatku bangkit dan menyadari hidupku...
I always miss you in every breath between

 

 always love my little girl down ach, hanya berdiam diri disini

 though I know you do not love me like I love you

 but at least I'm happy to love you... meski aku tau itu mustahil buatku

 I hurt with unrequited love and hurt with you indifferently to me

 

but you need to remember one thing about myself is I still will always love you until the end of my life

SELALU DAN SELAMANYA

DEAR GOD

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line

Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

While I recall all the words you spoke to me

Can’t help but wish that I was there….Back where I’d love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is….to hold her when I’m not around,

when I’m much too far away…We all need that person who can be true to you

But I left her when I found her

And now I wish I’d stayed

’Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired…I’m missing you again oh no

Once again

There’s nothing here for me on this barren road

There’s no one here while the city sleeps

and all the shops are closed….Can’t help but think of the times I’ve had with you

Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is

to hold her when I’m not around,….when I’m much too far away

We all need that person who can be true to you

I left her when I found her

And now I wish I’d stayed…..’Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired

I’m missing you again oh no

Once again

Some search, never finding a way

Before long, they waste away….I found you, something told me to stay

I gave in, to selfish ways

And how I miss someone to hold….when hope begins to fade…

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line

Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is

to hold her when I’m not around,…..When I’m much too far away

We all need the person who can be true to you

I left her when I found her…And now I wish I’d stayed

’Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired

I’m missing you again oh no…Once again

Little Song Lyric just for my little hurt heart

i hope U're know there 

do you know...?? i just wanna feels,given more touch by your

 Never You Know, everything its.

i have something while never you know....

i have something while never you know too.

i have some mistakes while never you know

i have problem while never you know too

i'm always standby here to try and try for understaind you more

but i know you won't be there

i'm always standby here to try and try for makes some your smile

but i know you won't be there

Won't to get my some smile, its hurt me but i'm never shown

i try to believe.. someday, you will know,,,

how be loved you're.. how be missed you're.. how be true you're

whatever, however people could said there... here.... or everything they was said.

i just make some kindheart feeling'bout you

i just try to believe your love, you're felt

and everything with you've someday.. its just for me, and didn't hurt me

never.

"Never You Know"

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ViruS "Jengkol"

Jakarta - Waspadalah jika komputer Anda tiba-tiba logoff saat menjalankan file berekstensi .INF, atau saat mengedit file VBS. Ini adalah salah satu ciri komputer Anda terinfeksi virus JeNGKol.

Virus ini menggunakan icon Extractor yang di dalamnya terdapat file VBS berukuran 14 KB dengan nama file JeNGKol.vbs. Virus JeNGKol ini akan menyembunyikan file berekstensi .DOC, dengan cara membuat file duplikat sesuai dengan nama file yang disembunyikan untuk mengelabui user.

Ia juga akan membuat file duplikat di setiap folder/subfolder sesuai dengan nama file yang ada di folder/subfolder tersebut. Berikut ciri-ciri file duplikat yang akan dibuat oleh JeNGKol:
- Icon JPEG
- Ukuran 14 KB
- Type File “JPEG Image”

Oleh Vaksin.com, berdasarkan keterangan tertulis yang dikutip detikINET, Kamis (27/11/2008), virus ini terdeteksi dengan nama JeNGKol.A.
Untuk mempertahankan diri, JeNGKol akan mencoba memblok beberapa fungsi windows seperti: Run, Folder Options, Regedit, Search dan Task Manager.
Aksi lain yang dilakukan JeNGKol adalah komputer akan logoff jika user menjalankan file .INF dan saat user mengedit file VBS. Virus ini juga akan mengubah tipe file dari VBScript Script Files menjadi JPEG Image.

Pada komputer yang terinfeksi virus ini akan muncul pesan “Windows File Protection”, seolah-olah Windows error atau terdapat file System Windows yang dihapus. Tujuannya adalah agar user mengira komputernya rusak.

JeNGKol menyebar dengan memanfaatkan flash disk atau disket. Agar dapat aktif secara otomatis setiap kali flash disk dicolokkan ke komputer, JeNGKol akan memanfaatkan celah autoplay/autorun dari sistem operasi Windows dengan membuat file autorun.inf.